Let it Rain, Please....

Tentu saja kita tidak akan diberi pemahaman seketika.
Pada setiap bulir hujan yang jatuh menggenangi hati sepi,
diantara sesaknya malam sunyi.

Diantara peraduan malam dan bau tanah basah.
Bayanganmu selalu datang dan pergi.
Perlahan jika kau ingin tahu.
Selalu aku harus berpaling saat menghadapi cermin.
Kau selalu menggemakan keinginan hati.
Kau yang tak bisa tergapai.

You
Yes you... Y O U 
Get out of my head for a while please.
I`m trying to sleep.
I beg you not to spam my dream tonight.
Don't you know that it so hard to temporarily remove you.
from My Wishlist Folder ? 
I just know that,
to you, i`m just a monochrome face without emotion.

Just another breathless long exhale,
again....
In that another edge.
There's no bridge.
Just walls.
And i`m caught in the middle.
Between giving up,
or seeing how much more i can take.

I can`t get closer to you.
Well let`s say.
I hope but never expect.

Dear Lord, my wish tonight..
Let It Rain . Let It Rain . Let It Rain
To wash away this pain.